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Current Music:"Gimmie A Chance" - Bobby Valentino
Subject:Let me show you what a day without pain is like..
Time:03:30 am
Current Mood:goodgood
Wow, that's really all I can say. Well, things have taken a unexpected but good turn for me. Some of you will be hearin rumors tomorrow in the morning, or you already read Hazel's journal or you'll see me and Alex PDA'ing it up in the hallways somewhere but yes I kissed Alex. Do I feel bad? Yea, I feel pretty bad about me hurtin Hazel like that, would I take it back? No.

I'm gonna be straight-up honest here, I've kind of had my eye on Alex for a while, there's just something about her that keeps me on the edge of my seat and wantin more. I realized I was startin to like her when people would talk about Hazel and I wouldn't get that upset, but if I heard anything about Alex from someone it'd piss me off to no extent. Like tonight when Hazel said Alex was my back-up girlfriend. That's bullshit and not anywhere near true, I'd call up Alex before I'd even call Hazel =\ I know 11 months is a long time to "throw away", but it leaves time for people to just grow apart.. and I wouldn't have done it if I didn't think it was worth it..

Me and Alex? Well, she's my hater now any of you have a problem with that, you're just gonna have to deal, 'cause I'm not leavin her anytime soon. I'm really not. It's crazy, I care for her, a lot.. and I don't wanna take off just like Jay did, especially at a time like this.. with so much goin on. Well I'm gonna get back to sleep The only reason I'm updating this is cause Alex started to get cold while we were sleeping on the couch, kind of got distracted on the way to getting some blankets, hah 'Cause if not, I'm gonna crash in Kwan's class and that's the last thing I need right now. I'm out.
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Current Music:"Red Light" - Usher
Time:05:53 pm
Wow I haven't updated in a few days. My bad, didn't mean to go that long without updating. Truth is, been looking at a few teams to play some club basketball now that the school year is coming to a close end. We'll see what happens though.

It's been a pretty boring chill type of couple of days, haven't even hung out with Hazel in a few. I mean I'll see her at school and stuff, but not much outside of school. I hope everything is cool with her 'rents
But today people were sayin stuff about some party tonight, so I'll probably check that out. Hopefully see Hazel, Spinner or Craig there or Alex. Damn, speakin of Alex, I haven't talked to her in a while.. which sucks. I know I'm not supposed to be even thinking it, but I miss her. :-\ It's so stupid, she has Jay and I got Hazel, and we're supposed to forget about that kiss but I can't. Yeah.

So anyone going to that party, or wants to join me or something, hit me up. Other than that, I'm out. Longer update when I get back from that party.
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Current Music:"Warriors Part 2" - Lloyd Banks, Eminem, 50 Cent & Nate Dogg
Subject:He's been tryin to help em out, but since they fronted, fuck 'em..
Time:05:23 pm
Current Mood:frustratedfrustrated
Today sucked. I just wasn't in the mood.. probably cause I didn't get much sleep last night. That nap I took screwed me over, now I'm tired and want to take another nap. Or I was up just thinkin bout things.

Hung out with Alex, if you'd call it that, last night. Her and Jay had fought, he was upset with her or whatever so I thought we'd chill to take her mind off things.Things were pretty awkward, only because she wasn't being her normal self. I know she's havin problems with Jay but I got the brunt of her anger. That's what I get for even caring, or trying to help her out. She doesn't care and wants to deal on her own then fine, she can. But, Alex ended up leaving early, I didn't even get to own her in darts.

Didn't get to hang out with Hazel either last night, I guess she was busy with her homework or something 'cause she couldn't really talk on the phone all that long either. It sucked. But it's all good, we can chill tonight.. hopefully. I hope everything is cool with her and her family. She seemed kind of distant today?

I just realized that this entry is me mostly complainin about things, and I'm not tryin to sound all whiny and whatnot, so I'ma bounce before I make myself look retarded.
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Current Music:"Gimmie A Chance" - Bobby Valentino ft Ludacris
Subject:Let this be the day you change your life.. let me show you what a day without pain is like..
Time:01:41 am
Current Mood:draineddrained
Today was damn confusing pretty chill.

I stopped by the park out of boredom where I ran into Alex.. and some other people were there. One of the funniest things I saw all day was Sully getting dissed by Darcy and Emma. Anyways Alex and I were arguing about who'd win in our rematch in pool. She came over, chilled and finally got to our rematch. Yeah, I'm gonna own up, she beat me.. but it was pure luck. That's my story and I'm sticking to it. We actually made it through the game this time, but I'm not sayin there wasn't some heavy flirting goin on during the game. She was stickin her ass out in front of me, brushing up againsteach others making it seem accidental, me spinning her around.. we kissed, for like a minute. She's supossed to come back over sometime and I can own her in darts or fooseball, where my true skills lay. It's not gonna happen again, it can't.. she loves Jay and I love Hazel. We agreed upon that, it's history, done over with, and we're moving on. Alex just know you're gonna get owned, for real this time.

After Alex left I got an IM from my slacker, Hazel. haha. She was puttin off doin her homework, invited me over so she could put off doing her homework some more. It was good times.. that's one thing I love about her I'm able to just chill and joke about things.. not take it too seriously. I love her. I felt like crap, keeping the fact me and Alex kissed from her, but it can't get out and it won't. It's for the better.. besides it was a small kiss. Our conversation got pretty random, it went from gummy bears to The Sandlot, Etch a Sketch, Ninja Turtles, Kwan's lame-ness to to a lot of making outgrowing old.. and that's about it. You can try and figure out how we got to those subjects but you'd probably be as lost as me.

So I just got home from Hazel's, and I'm feelin a little tired so I'm gonna go ahead and bounce. Talk to yall later..
- Jimmy
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Current Music:"You Are The One" - Usher ft IMX
Subject:I really wanna chill with you..
Time:11:00 pm
Current Mood:ecstaticecstatic
Today was alright. School was kind of lame, no suprise fire drills though, so it wasn't as lame as yesterday. But Kwan was being whack today.. everytime I'd try to talk to Hazel or Spin she'd be like "Mr. Brooks, pay attention, please" and kept shootin me dirty looks. I knew there would be a disadvantage to havin your best friend and your girlfriend in class.
I kept wanting to fall asleep in MI but Spin kept me awake, thanks man, I owe you one.

Played a little ball after school, just shot some hoops in the gyms. It's off season but still, can't let it be too long without playin.. got home and Hazel came over not too long afterwards. It had been way too long without her coming over and chillin. I let her pick the movie and she chose Eurotrip, do I have the perfect girl, or what? Haha, but seriously Eurotrip is the greatest movie ever. Anyways, we watched the movie, made out a little, and just talked. She seemed down 'cause of family problems It was good to hang out with her, and we're gonna do it more often, I promise Hazel.

So the other night Alex was supossed to come over but she couldn't at the last minute. I guess she just didn't wanna get whopped by me in pool 'cause she knew I was brining my A Game. But we need to have a rematch Alex.. just so I can show you the only reason you won was 'cause of luck.

Either way, I'm gonna go call Hazel. I'm out!
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Current Music:"Grind On Me" - Prettie Rickie
Subject:Relax your mind.. take your time with me..
Time:10:34 pm
Current Mood:calmcalm
Today was pretty interesting. I slept in 'cause I kind of stayed up late last night watchin' movies and talkin to Hazel on the phone. I'm not complainin though.. Anyways, I woke up, sent Hazel a text and she came to pick me up so we could head off to The Dot. I was cravin me some of those chili cheese fries.. yeah, anyways.

We got to The Dot and Spin's sitting there all pissed off. Guess him and Chris had exchanged a few words or something and it got him pissed. Chris wouldn't stop sendin us looks so he walked up to us and started talking shit to Spinner. My hat goes off to Spin, he didn't fight the guy. So yeah, Chris got lost and Hazel had to leave hom. I was bored so I walked up to Rick who was buggin Alex. The dude seriously needs to leave Degrassi, I don't want him here.. and I'm sure others don't. Not after what he did to Terri.

Alex and I ended up chillin' for a while. She can be real blunt and well what some people may see as rude but she's real cool. Wouldn't mind chillin with her more often.
But I'm gonna go hop in the shower and watch t.v., call Hazel, or something. I'm out.
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Current Music:"Pop Ya Collar" - Usher
Subject:Pop ya collar, don't let 'em sweat you..
Time:12:53 am
Current Mood:amusedamused
Aight, as much as I could sit here and entertain yall with an excuse for why I finally got one of these things, I'ma spare yall. Truth is so much stuff goes on in Degrassi, seems like one way to keep up with whats going on. Don't hate, it was a good idea. Yall are just mad yall didn't come up with something like it. Hah.

Anyways, if you're reading this chances are you know me, but incase you don't, the name's Jimmy Brooks. I'm in grade 11, starting power forward of Degrassi's varisty basketball team. I put up some nice stats last season and I'm looking forward to this upcoming season. I guess you could say I'm your average student? I don't know.. not like that really matters. haha. I'm usually chillin with my boys Spinner, Marco or Craig or my wonderful girlfriend Hazel Aden. We've been together for a couple of months, and we're still goin strong.. she's incredible. Want to know anything else? Just gotta ask..

Other than that, things have been pretty chill for me. Degrassi's been the same old drama, chillin with Hazel, band practice here and there. Things have been getting too routine for me, and I hate that. Anyone feel like changin the same ol' routine hit me up. xHoopDreamin on AIM if you already didn't know it.
So I'm gonna go hop in the shower, call Hazel and then go to bed. I'm out.
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